Sunday, September 27, 2009;
♥ 9/27/2009 11:42:00 PM
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe>>Photo summary of what had happened recently! ((:
Meet up with
PAE PJC 07S25! ; althought only
4 of us turned up in the end! Hahaha.
Joonmeng can drive both Joaquina and myself over to Dejin's hse for a meal soon! (: Yay, cant wait! JOA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS. BETTER GET YORU LICENSE SOON AND DRIVE ME AROUND TOO!
XIEXIENI! :D
Lunch at NP's Makanplace with
7 other fod ogmates. Hahah, awesome company, bad food.
Miss my
fuyong meal! ): Gahhh. Lunch again soon! :D
Lunch meetup + Val's celebration at Uncle Sam's claypot with the
fairfield girls! :D
Ahh, a pity yy fell ill! Join us next time! :D :D Meet up soon again hopefully! :D It's always
nice hanging around with dear close friends! (:
Vivian's and Darren's 21st bday party ytd!Sorry, i feel so guilty about pangsehing the rest of the
pinksurfers. ): But i'm glad y'all had a blast at Darren's party!
Vivian's party was great. ((: Had fun fun fun.
Past week have been maddening, cramped with
countles sessions of tuitions. Gahh.
Napped for more than 4 hours this afternoon, leaving me more than awake at this timing. ): Hokay, i'm sure gonna
zonk out tmr during lecture if i still dont feel sleepy by 1am! :\
Lunching with joleen and huili at
Makanplace tmr again. If i order anything from that korean stall again, i'll give anyone who reads this the permission to
slap me. ):
Kind of dread tmr, cos tmr's going to be a really long dayyyyy for me. So, drop me an encouraging msg! I'll really need it. Haha! (: Xiexieeee!
Can't wait for next sat! &the next next sat! :D
I've reasons for me to survive thru this tough tough week.
An eye for an eye;
Makes the whole world go blind.
I've
gazillion loads of feeling and emotions stuck in my throat. They makes breathing
difficult. Makes it
suffocating for the
poor me.
I'm always trying to look on the brighter side of life, trying to stay optimistic, trying to led a really happy life now. (:
But we all know, trying
doesn't always promise succes. Sometimes you might fail, and it feels like
the end of the world. Gahh.
):
I need strength, period.Labels: Birthdays, meetup with friends, suffocated
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Friday, September 18, 2009;
♥ 9/18/2009 03:59:00 PM
Like a papercut, the pain grows worse>>Too many things to be done, too many tasks to be completed.
Too many
responsibilites dumped onto the shoulders, too many
expectations to meet up to.
Too demanding,
too suffocating.
As
sadistic as the following statement might sound, these
exact words do come from me!
Sometimes, i do feel
a tinge of satisfaction from being
challenged about having tasked with so many stuff, and what not. Challenged, physically and mentally challenged. (:
Yeah sure, not being able to meet the expectations
stinks. It's like having the sky falls down on you, suffocating you
even further. Or it's like, pushing you down into the sand,
face flat, then you cant breathe.
10450.) Reading most of these secrets, I realize they are true for me too. And
then I realize I want to say them, but can't.
Internet surfing during office hours (when i finished the work at hand) really allows me to chance upon
awesome websites. (:
Getting wordy.
Gahh.Finally caught up with sawrah and manda ytd! :D
Rmbr the picnic, study tgt sessions, and whats not! ((:
More HTHTs!Well, we might be
changing, but i will still love you girls! (:
Stay this close and funny, alrights? :D
If you don't like something, change it.
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it.
-Mary Engelbreit
It's scary to see someone changing into somebody else, who you dk.
What's worse, seeing
yourself change into a stranger. :\
Labels: sec sch girls, suffocated, why is everything changing? ):
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Thursday, September 10, 2009;
♥ 9/10/2009 11:59:00 PM
I dwant to be afraid
Cos everyone's perfect in their usual ways>>A friend is someone who sees through you, &still enjoys the view
-Wilma Askinas
(: (: True, true.
Kokyao &Des Birthday + Des's Farewell last saturday! Causeway Point.
CAUSEWAY POINT, YKNOW! &just previous post, i mentioned, i
dwant to go out of home. Hahah!
Hokay, but their company made the trip
worth it. ((:
Casueway Point for lunch,
West Mall for icecream, then
CSC for pool. Wheee.
Photos, photos! :D
Bon Voyage, Dearest Giraffe! :D 3 weeks will be gone soon! (See, one week already went by!) Hahah, Meet up soonie! ((:
Happy birthday, dearest lao kokkok and giraffe! ((: Yay, the whole clique's 19 already! Same age, same age! So, if you wna call us aunties, YOU ARE UNCLE TOO! Dont forget that. :D
Sakae sushi buffet with bro and mummy today. I ate so much, i think i just gained 15 kg. ):
Ugh.
I need to set my thinking right, &this is urgent. I need to tell myself smth really important. If i think that by eating &snacking ¬ doing exercise makes a person skinny, i'm so wrong. ):
Oh boy. ): I need to shed some kilos! ): ):
BIG FAT FATTY KABOOM!
I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving. I need to stop spending. I need to start saving.
I need to stop spending. I need to start saving.
Labels: 07S07, FATTTTTT, sushi
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
